SATURDAY - November 3
Rex, Leah and Tad had chosen to take their mini-version of morning coffee in one of the side booths in the cantina, to avoid being overheard by straggling Saturday morning customers looking for hair of the dog and other remedies.
"Okay, boys, here's one thing I haven't told you about yet," Leah said, pulling out a stack of advertising order forms.
"What's this?" Rex frowned.
"These are all of the 'Elect Buford' ads and all that other silly crap that's been running since Will Garrett ran his first ad about our 'fascist dog laws' in Big Fittings," Leah said.
"And these are part of our current discussion because?" Tad asked, flipping through them.
"Look at the top one. See the signature? That's Will's signature. Here, compare it to his signatures for his last three ads for his outfitting business."
"I'm no graphologist," Rex's eyes waggled, as they always did when he used a word he didn't expect Leah to know he knew, "But they look to me like the same signature."
"That's because they are. I took these ads myself: see, there are my initials in the 'taken by' box," Leah said.
"That scribble is your initials?" Tad asked. "I can make out an 'L', but..."
"Trust me, she's been signing everything that way since she was a teenybopper. LAA. Leah Amelia Ambrose," Rex said.
"OK. So you know he took out these three ads, and this one..." Tad prodded.
"Now look at all of these other ads. At least one a week since the primaries. Note the signature, and the staff initials."
"Different signature, all right," Tad said, squinting. "All the initials boxes say DZ."
"Danny Zabrowskie."
"Danny took all these ads?" Rex asked.
"Well, again, I'm no graphologist either," here Leah winked at her friend, "But look at those really tall capital letters in his initials and those wide loops, and look at the fake Will Garrett signatures."
"So you think Danny forged these?" Tad frowned.
"I'm not done yet. Now here's the paper's last staff mileage report, which my editor – you guys both still remember that Kim was my editor, right?"
"Wouldn't be here if I didn't," Tad said.
"Who's Kim? OW!" Rex said, rubbing his shin. "Yes, I still remember."
"SO not funny, Rex my love. Anyway, which my editor has to sign before we can all get reimbursed. Look at this signature."
"OK, OK, so you're saying Kim wrote out these ad slips and signed them 'Will Garrett' in his own handwriting?"
"AND forged Danny's initials. Look here in Danny's column on the mileage report, where he has to put his initials."
"His writing's worse than yours, Leah!" Tad said.
"Doctors and serial killers and Leah," Rex smirked. "And Danny, I guess."
"Whatever. You see where I'm going with this, guys?"
"Kim placed all of the ads after the first one?" Tad said.
"BINGO!"
"Hey, this one is dated after he died, isn't it?" Rex pointed out.
"Oh, christ, you're right. I hadn't noticed that," Leah said. "No, wait, that's just the run date. It was placed–"
"The morning he died."
"Yeah, but he was there in the office that morning," Leah said.
"BUT," and here Rex brought out a photocopy with a flourish, "Here's a copy of the 'missing' newspaper article about Huffnagle's death, where the coroner puts his time of death, let's see, he was found at 9:30 and the Bruno said three hours before, 6:30 a.m. Do people usually come in at 6:30 on a Monday morning to place ads?"
"Jesus, I dunno, I'm never there that early, unless Kim has kept us for an all -nighter for a special section or something. I leave the chore of shoving the sun up to you spry old fellers," Leah said, patting Rex's hand affectionately.
"Someone's got to do it," Rex said in his best old man voice.
"But what you're saying is Kim could have put it in the system before he died, right?" Tad said.
"Not a lot of date verification goes on. We mostly," and again Leah grinned up at Rex, "Count on our customers to let us know when we get stuff like that wrong."
"So we have a dead guy who placed a lot of weird, provocative ads before he died, who nobody can remember now, and whose death notice has disappeared from printed copies of the paper, is that pretty much the size of it?"
"Yes," Leah said. "It is."
"Oh, and the coroner says he's got no wife, no horse and no mustache."
Leah looked at him alarmedly, catching the reference but unable to believe her grocer fiend had made it.
"I mean, no hair, no navel and no genitals." Tad added.
Rex nodded agreement, but then said, "You look like you've still got something bugging you about this, though, Tad."
"All right. Let's really put all our cards on the table here, guys," Leah interrupted. "Have either of you, oh god, I totally can't believe I'm asking this question... Have either of you, or your wife, Tim, or, I dunno, your little grey tabby mouser, Rex, or anyone you know..."
"Spit it out, Leah," Rex said. "Though... I think I know where you're going with this..."
Leah took a deep breath. "Just promise you won't call me nosy or a nut or anything, all right? All right. Have either of you had any really weird dreams lately?"
"Honey, I think any dream doesn't have naked ladies in it is weird," Tad said. Rex laughed along with him for a moment, but then noticed that Leah's eyebrows had shot up, and that all traces of humor had long departed from her face.
"No, I mean really weird," she said earnestly, putting a hand over one each of theirs.
Tad and Rex eyed each other.
"You're asking if we've dreamed about Huffnagle, aren't you?" Tad asked at last.
"Or something like him, yes," Leah said.
"Ah, now that IS interesting. Suzie!" Tad raised his hand. "We're going to need this carafe refilled. It's definitely going to be a three or four pot morning, I think."
Rex scrutinized Leah's face closely for a moment, a quizzical look on his face. His eyebrows went up in an unspoken question, which produced a vigorously negative head shake from the girl.
"I have," he said, then waited as Suzie poured another pot of coffee into their carafe.
"Tell us," Leah said.
"I hadn't gotten to sleep at my usual early hour, so I was really kind of groggy, but I really think that I was actually awake when I saw this," Rex began, staring nervously down into his cup as Leah poured him a refill. "And I didn't have my glasses on, of course..."
"It's okay, hon, just tell us," Leah prompted again.
"Well, I'm not used to telling people... this kind of thing... with a few exceptions, and even then, it's usually me listening to someone else telling this sort of thing... Anyway, I remember looking up from my bed to see what time it is – the only clock in the room that I can see in the dark is on the VCR – and I couldn't see the display on the VCR. I knew it was pretty late because you could see Orion perfectly through the patio doors in my bedroom... Anyway, I realized after a minute that I couldn't see the VCR display because there was something in front of it. I got up to move whatever it was, and it was... big... and when I touched it, it moved."
"And it wasn't your cat?" Leah asked, eyes wide.
"Oh no. Too big to be my cat, and no fur, and... very, very cold, but not cold like a thing... cold like... cold like your wife's feet when she crawls into bed after she's been out rabbit hunting in secret with your kids in the middle of the night. That kind of cold."
"Alive?" Tad asked.
"Oh yeah. Like I said, it moved. And my eyes got used to the dark a bit, and I could see it was shaped kind of like a person but with... this is so weird... backwards knees? And I could hear it whispering, but I couldn't make out what it said. But I realized I'd been hearing the same whispering in my dream, or in a different part of my dream... I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or not, I still really just ain't sure whether or not I was dreaming, but it was whispering there in the dark, and it creeped me the hell out."
"What did you do?" Leah asked.
"Reached across to the bedside to turn on the lamp over there, but it took me a minute because I was disoriented, on the wrong side of the bed and everything, and when I turned back there wasn't anything there."
Leah seemed on the verge of panic, reacting, perhaps, with disproportionate horror to the narrative. She grabbed Rex's hand and squeezed it tight. He squeezed it back and did not let go.
"You all right, Leah?" Tad asked.
"Yeah, just..." she looked bewilderedly at Rex before taking a deep breath and continuing. "That really, really freaks me out..." she trailed off.
"You okay, hon? I think you know what you're thinking," Rex said, and nodded.
"It's just that something very similar happened to me the other night. Except I could see better and... is there still a cold spot on the floor where that thing or whatever was in your room, Rex?"
"I... guess I'll have to check."
"I bet there is. OK, same thing. I woke up, about 3 a.m. or so, real Hour of the Wolf type stuff, you know–" Rex and Tad both looked at each other, shaking their heads "Oh, it's a Russian thing. And a Bergman film. Anyway, that really late and creepy hour when everything that's bugging you just sits in your head and won't let you go, and I remember just completely freaking out that I'd never be able to run the paper myself, it would be so much better if we could get, oh, my mom or Ellen or pretty much anyone else on the planet to do it–"
"Nonsense, you've done a great job so far. That special section on the election kicked ass!" Tad said.
"Thanks, but no amount of assurance like that works during the Hour of the Wolf, and all of this stuff was running through my head, and all the sudden I remember thinking 'Wow, writing in Buford for mayor would really shake all of this up. Everybody'd be so freaked out and so interested or whatever that nothing I did, no matter how stupid, would matter because no one would notice.' And then I remember thinking 'What the hell am I thinking; that man is insane and I'd be stuck with him every other Wednesday for two years, plus whatever other mischief he could cause,' and so on. And then I looked up, and I saw him."
"Definitely a him?" Tad asked.
"Not just a him. A whom. As in Kim, except without any clothes. Or hair. And he was just like the coroner had described him. No navel, no sex organs. Not even any nipples."
"He was in your house?" Tad asked, incredulously.
"What did your dog do? She doesn't like men much," Rex explained to Tad. "Took six months of dog biscuits and visits to my store before she'd not bark at me, for instance. Longer yet to get used to Leah's old man, right?"
"Yeah," Leah said. "She went and hid in her 'cave' in the closet, just like she used to when you came to dinner."
"So, was this Kim thing whispering, too?" Rex asked.
"Yes. I couldn't really make anything out, though. Mostly 'k' sounds and really aspirated phonemes like that," she replied.
"Aspirated phonemes? Sounds like a hemhorroid medicine," Tad said.
"Speech sounds that use quick breaths," Leah explained. "'K', 'P', 'Sss', 'T', stuff like that."
"Only our Leah would even notice something like that," Rex said.
"Well... yeah," Leah said. "And there was this funny smell... not nasty or anything, kind of like... incense or something."
"Pheromones," Tad said, slapping his hand down on the table. "I read about this in the Enquirer."
Leah chuckled. "Hey, I can't rule anything out at this point. Anyway, I just felt really weird, and even more anxious. And then he was gone. I remember calling out to him, I knew it was Kim and I knew he wanted something, but he was gone."
"Sound at all familiar, Tad?" Rex wanted to know.
"Well, yeah. No smells and I don't remember any whispering, but something spooked my dogs and looked like a bald man with a really big head and it was standing really close to my side of the bed," Tad said.
"Mine was just like three nights ago," Leah said.
"Four or five," Rex said.
"Night before last," Tad said.
"So all definitely after Kim died, or whatever," Leah concluded.
"What's up with the autopsy, by the way?" Tad asked.
"Oh, you mean I forgot to tell you guys?"
"Tell us what?" Tad and Rex both asked, almost in unison.
"Bruno can't find the body. And now he just totally doesn't even remember ever having had it. Swears to god I'm making the whole thing up."
The trio just sat there for a while and stared at each other as Suzie refilled their carafe again.
"Everybody thinks I'm making the whole thing up, actually, except for your two," Leah said, looking dejectedly into her coffee cup. "And before this morning, guys, I was starting to think everybody was right."
"Well, if you made it up, you did a good job," Tad said.
"And you did a really good job making us believe it," Rex said.
"At least now I know you guys aren't just humoring me," Leah, suddenly very tired, said. "There's no way you could have made up the same dream or whatever...
"Crap, guys, what do I do about this?" she asked after a moment.
"Do about what? The ads? The story?"
"Well, that and running this paper," Leah nodded. "Jesus, I was already burning out just writing the thing and trying to fix all of Danny's stories before they saw print; now I've got to run it, too?"
"I think that you're going to do just fine," Rex said, a little sternly. "You've just got the jitters. But if you really don't think you're up to it, I suppose you could ask Gunter to hire somebody. Though I think that would be blowing your big chance."
"Oh, I didn't tell you that, either? Gunter's already in step with the rest of the town. Judging from the chat I had with him on the phone yesterday afternoon, he doesn't remember Kim, iether."
"Wouldn't he have records on him or something? W-2s and I-9s and things?" Rex, ever the businessman, asked.
"Yeah, I asked him... Look, it was really weird. You know how hard it was to get all our coffee buddies to even sort of remember that something had happened last week? Just even introducing the subject... Jesus. So anyway, I asked Gunter to check over his personnel files and stuff. I had to pretend I was getting info for an employment reference. Guys, Gunter didn't have a thing on him. And then he started chewing me out for having hired someone under the table and not telling him. 'You've been too good an editor to mess it up by pulling that kind of crap, Leah,' he says, and goes on to detail to me all the trouble HE could get into for not having documentation on his workers and stuff."
"OK, so I guess Gunter's messed up, too, then. By the way," Tad said, rubbing his chin. "Does Danny remember this guy?"
"Danny only remembers his own name because people are always yelling it at him," Rex said. "He probably thinks his last name is 'Dumbass.'"
"You know, I haven't even bothered to ask him," Leah said. "I should, I really should. He seems so much more... I don't know... lucid, now? His conversations make a lot more sense, anyway. He's still obsessed with whackos and gave me a 45 minute lecture about how sunlight has weight, but it was a very reasonable lecture about sunlight having weight, thesis, antithesis, conclusion, the whole bit... rather remarkable, really."
"What was he like before?" Tad asked.
"He didn't even try to tie his sentences together. He'd start off with something like 'Did you know the earth was hit by two million pounds of sun last year?' and next thing you knew he wast talking about Atlantis with no attempt to connect them at all. It's hard to describe," Leah said.
"Sounds like my kind of guy," Tad said, giving a thumbs-up.
"Oh, you'd love him," Rex said, rolling his eyes. "He's a real crap artist."
"But now he's apparently a less scatterbrained crap artist?" Tad continued.
"Yeah, I guess we could say that. Too soon to tell, maybe," Leah said.
"Is he off the pot or what?"
"You know, I never ever heard him say anything about smoking or anything. That's just my dad's theory," Leah said. "Everytime someone's a little weird, Dad assumes he's on drugs."
"Usually a safe assumption," Rex said.
"Well, but you know, I've been around a few potheads in my day, and he didn't really strike me as one. Potheads are sort of slow and slothful and got no ambition at all. Danny's a complete spaz, can't sit still, always running around, talks a blue streak – I mean really, I sometimes gotta wonder if he breaths... No, not pot. Just nuttiness, I think. Some people are just born weird," Leah concluded.
"Or something makes 'em weird," Tad said.
"You're maybe positing that because he hung around Kim so much something was making him weird?" Rex asked.
"Makes a weird kind of sense," Tad said. "Somehow or other something is making everyone forget this guy, right? Everyone except for people who never really met him, like me, or people who have some kind of untamperable evidence that he existed, like you two. What's doing it?"
"I follow you," Leah said. "If something about Kim could make people forget him, and if Danny spent lots of time around him, A. Danny would be the most likely person to remember him, so B. Whatever it is would have to work hardest on making Danny forget, and C. Maybe it worked too well or something? Wait, that doesn't work. Nobody was forgetting Kim while he was alive, so whatever it is wasn't happening then... God, I'm so not the person to be dealing with this..."
"Yes you are," Rex said.
"And we're here for you," Tad said.
"I think what really needs to happen next is you need to have a sit-down with Danny and see what he knows, what he remembers, what he thinks. Maybe, at least, it won't be as big of a pain in the ass as it used to be," Rex said.
"Yeah, maybe he'll even wind up being normal before long," Tad said.
"That would be interesting," Leah acknowledged. "It might have to wait, though. We've got another paper to get out. Always another paper to get out." She sighed. "In fact, crap, what time is it? I've got to go take photos of that thing at the high school."
"It's just past 11," Rex said.
"OK, I'd better go. I'll talk to Danny maybe on Monday, if we get a little downtime. Should be interesting. God, guys, why didn't I think about doing that sooner?"
"You're used to writing him off as a meatball," Tad shrugged. "It happens."
"Yeah, you're right. Look, I've got coffee today," Leah said, waving Suzie down. "Thanks for listening and everything."
"Keep us posted, and let us know what else we can do," Rex said, putting a hand on her shoulder.
"Will do. Don't forget about him," Leah said seriously. "In fact, would you mind making a few copies of that clipping so we can each have one? Plus, I could use one to show to Danny. Since the 'real' newspapers don't have it anymore, that's all we've got."
"Wow," Rex said. "Only thing to prove a man existed is a newspaper clipping from a guy's scrapbook. You got it. Come by the store when you're done taking pictures and I'll have some copies for you."
"OK. Thanks again, guys. You're the best," Leah said, kissing each of them on the cheek as she rose to go.
"Anytime," they said.